Family

Strangely, I raise my head above the lip of now and turn my head: first, towards my father, who has always receded before me but now in desert spring he continues to young as I age; then, towards my brother who stoically proclaims that the virus was an engineering project gone wrong, protocol overrun perhaps…

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Fiction

It is a strange thing to rediscover reading in the midst of tragedy. There are too many impossible stories from every direction: friends, friends-of-friends, loved ones of all ages. And reading seems a bourgeois luxury in such a time, one afforded only to those with space and health and paychecks still arriving today. But, truthfully,…

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Climbing.

Ascending. Vertical progress. A predictable dose of a sense of achievement. Inconsequential goals. My partner and I were regulars at the climbing gym. Twice a week. I always looked forward to it, as it was a togetherness-activity that helped cement our relationship. We gained skill and ability at predictable increments, climbing harder and more technical…

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Time

I have been an independent scholar writing my doctoral dissertation on and off for the last twenty years while working as a full-time high school teacher. Confined at home for two months now, I have found time to organise myself, keep up online with my students and to highly improve my thesis.

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The touch of my children

My younger children live in New Zealand and I haven’t been able to travel to see them, or for them to come to Melbourne. I wasn’t able to be present for my daughter’s 16th birthday. While messenger, skype and zoom still connect and provide us with spaces to story, to laugh, and to hear buttery…

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The need to know the non-human other

The coronavirus opened my eyes to the fact that we need to establish real contact and communication with the non-human “other”. I used to talk and think of nature as something weak, something that needs our protection, and something that is a victim. But talking about “nature” as a category is in itself very limiting.…

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