Underlying dread

During this pandemic, I’ve felt incredibly unnerved at all times. My anxiety is through the roof due to all of the uncertainty, and with being unable to go outside, most of the escapism I use to cope with anxiety is not easily accessible. I miss being free, and I feel trapped.

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Structure

Since beginning quarantine, I have only left my house to take walks in my neighborhood. There is a constant headache that I have to deal with, and I talk on the phone with friends at least twice every day. This new normal has completely changed the way I interact with my best friends. The most…

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Musicians Gatherings

About a year ago, I discovered that there are gatherings of 100+ (sometimes 1000+) musicians that happen in hotels or festival grounds and play music together all day and night, for the whole weekend. You don’t have to know anyone, and you don’t have to be invited. You just need to be able to keep…

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Love

A potential great relationship didn’t get the momentum it needed because of coronavirus.

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Rest

My life before this was so busy – I was teaching full time, going to grad school, managing three extra curriculars, attending weekly Bible study and church service, and playing ukulele for the worship team. – Extra curriculars are cancelled. – Worship practice is cancelled. – Church went from an 8 to noon commitment if…

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